i miss you...
between schoolwork...
...laundry...
...cooking...
...errands...
... and chasing a 2 year old...
i've been unable to sew for weeks. sigh.
you just sit there on my claw-footed sewing table taunting me. i miss the whir of your needle. i miss the feeding of soft fabric under your feet. i miss the happy feeling i get when we make something beautiful together. sigh.
i can barely look upon you for all the sadness the memories we've made together bring me, knowing that i won't be able to spend time with you for awhile longer. every time i sit to sneak a moment of sewing time in with you, someone calls out, "mom? i need you." sigh.
maybe i'll sneak just one little peak in.
sigh.
